I don't wanna wait any longer....for the Bus
- Yasmina Paolaggi
- Jul 28, 2023
- 3 min read
Updated: Aug 1, 2023
scrolling through my You Tube music channel through all kind of genres. I am sitting on my bed squeezed in between my pets. so bloody awesome that I get at least some space. I am wearing headphones to not disturb the royalties on four paws.
How was my day? Countryside is a thing and for a couple of weeks ok, even great in some ways. nevertheless very exhausting, especially without a car. it takes ages to get from A to B.
everything looks practically the same. the air is super fresh yes.
there is no bakery nearby. nothing at all....instant coffee it is.
just listening to Cry Me A River - YouTube
which reminds my of all those books and affirmations to keep up my vibes.
yeah its easy to feel down and get stuck in this feeling. but with the right mental tools it's also super great to get on the right plane. I mean through creativity one can channel even the deepest burdens and heart pains and all sorts.
today I had a tiny epiphany
even creative souls need to be dedicated to their creativity and practice it regularly no matter what.
because it's good, keeps you more balanced and sometimes we can create very great shit.
Today I had an encounter with a ginger bull and his two cows, called Maggie and Blackbird.
I don't really trust this bull, I was told he is alright. He climbed almost next to me over a gate to follow Maggie. She is in season, meaning she is hot. I was super scared, did not expect that in the morning without coffee in my system.
By the way bulls don't recognize colors. it's a myth, so it doesn't matter if you wear red or not. you can distract them with food and probably some good vibes.
I am still trying to see an owl. have never seen one in the wild. must be awesome and mystical to have an encounter with one.
When I came to the UK I was super scared of foxes. There are many in London. sooner or later I learned there is nothing to be scared off and I joined a fox rescue community in theory. I started feeding them cause they were running through my garden and starved and I was scared they could go after my cats. they never did.
one of them called Barny and he even followed me around the block when I was on my way home.
It feels like the time is stuck here. being thrown into the last century. between the 40ties, 50ties and 60ties. definitely after the war.
I heard a few days ago there will be another pandemic and I could imagine for short that there will be a lot of fear spreading around this particular subject. I just thought to myself. I made ones through the pandemic I will get through another one.
I am still digesting all those past months, that doesn't mean I live in the past. the past is past. it's just sometimes by night in my sleep or during the day memories pop up. that's it.
I always had the dream to have a rescue farm and have all kind of things creating and growing on this farm. that was probably a bit well kind of a romantic perception. It looks very times consuming.
people have a romantic idea about having kids and marriages. the reality is the opposite. isn't it.
it's work. team play if there is another team player. yeah, right?
Oh I attended a meeting today. the reception was great, I could even share and listen to all peeps without any interruptions. I love that. babes nothing is for granted. imagine we get another pandemic and they shut down the internet for 2 weeks? and after let's say 5 days they shut down the electricity or it collapses. OMG I mean that would be yeah everything will be fine. we get through this no matter what. perhaps their won't be another one.
so yeah nothing for granted. time is precious and encounters.
twin flame down loads
the little visions here and there. G
let's what tomorrow is up to. even on the countryside the day goes fast by. even on the countryside a day has only 24 hours. xoxo
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