Tune into the new Babe. You alright???

Just sitting there waiting until my PC is ready to have my script loaded to continue on my book journey.

I did try to upload a podcast here on my website, there are so many options available I am still about to figure out everything. It's bloody amazing. oh gosh its uploaded I can continue. awww

brilliant.

https://static.wixstatic.com/mp3/0b9b5a_fed8cce396a34f799a9e2381b7e41f0d.mp3

By the way I did produce a new stream yesterday if you fancy come along an join my journey and subscribe to my channel

https://youtu.be/_Wz-hJKyNYE

I am currently writing on chapter 57. I have nearly 190 pages in German and about 185 in English so far.

Yo so good to be alive babe. Honestly I feel beyond grateful. especially after attending the luxury Spa and the encounter with a new customer who liked my new Gym bag from my shop so much that he bought it right away. https://yasminapaolaggifashion.myshopify.com/products/all-over-print-gym-bag I am in love with myself today and I love and approve of myself. Thank you to my recovery in 12 step fellowships and the opportunity of tons of meetings around the world via phone, internet or in person. I still have issues with relapsers, as I have built a strong recovery journey with a very good and wide range of tools. I don't know how to deal with them. Principally because I find it very hurtful, when I know them personally and like them and see what they are doing and the huge deny they are in and the extend of damage they continue to do to themselves and to others and the danger they are in and not realizing it and still not the fuck waking up Dude. Dude, I know what you are doing! I can see you. I will refrain from distance and detach with love. not in a romantic way of course in a human way. You are so doomed if you think I don't know. you hiding your stash too yeah. alright then. I can see you already crying when your hard painful awakening is coming and it comes very soon. I wish and hope for you and your loved ones that you get the grid and it won't turn out more dramatically as it already is. You are so fucking blind. You fool. at least you returned back alive sh after 5 days of strolling around.

xoxo